Josavera Wolsa Jessieca Lea Catherine❤Mummy Jessey's and Jesus's daughter❤I love MJ❤05June2012❤

Thursday 12 September 2013

MSSD Kejohanan Olahraga

teheaaa :D missing MSSD Kejohanan Olahraga 2011, 2012 and 2013. Rindu mau makan sama2, nangis sama2, ketawa sama2, happy sama2, teriak sini sana sama2, tidur sama2 and everything buat sama2 teamates :') rindu mau tidur di gelanggang squash, tmpt tidur Stella tiap2 tahun MSSD. Hahahaha rindu mereka. Rindu dgn pelbagai jenis gaya drg :'D

MSSD Kejohanan Olahraga 2011
My first high-school MSSD. Time tu masih form 2 dgn muka innocent p stadium likas muka yg tdak tau apa2 k Hahahaha lucu weiiii :D 'lapor diri' pun saya x tau mcm mna bikin malu la baaaaa huh -.- time tu acara saya 4x100m seja. seja? yalaaaa org masih baru dalam tu team begitu la tu. nda kena bg kepercayaan btl hahahaha Ok! and the day I meet Qila back after 2 years tidak jumpa dia. Cute ok dia! Panjang rambut sudah dia time tu siap kena rebond lagi Hahahahaha!

with Teacher Mathilda. Aww I miss her a lo an lot. Dia guru sementara ja di sch sayangnya! serious, saya sayang ni cikgu! mcm mummy ba dia :') then saya la paling rapat sama dia. dia pun layan seja saya hahahaha dia mcm kwan kami seja bkn cikgu. siok weii sama dia. I miss you Teacher! #MukaSayaBida -.-

muka2 nda tau malu Hahahaa Our Teamates in 2012. yg lain? tidur. kami ja nda pandai rehat sibuk ja bgmbar Hahaha see Teacher  Mathilda! Spoting much! :D


MSSD Kejohanan Olahraga 2012
Second time ikut MSSD. Ok sudah ba, pandai sudah saya ni bab2 wakil sch Hahahaha tahun tu acara saya 100m, 200m and 4x100m. *byk pula? Hahaha memory paling sandi time Qila kacau saya warm up -.- saya malu la baaaaa! siok2 sudah saya warm up sekali dia ada di sebelah tahan malu seja ahhh Qila kan Hahahaha time tu masih ingat lagi Qila kasih kawan saya di astaka time drg suruh saya jaga beg solo2 nasib Qila rajin menjelajah p tmpt Stella Hahahah Thankyou! :P and the great memory is tahun tu juga saya jumpa Manda awwwww :'D masih ingat lagi time tu 100m, tnggu giliran mau lari, d tgh padang yg panas tu, kami ddk2. saya diam. ehh nda bcerita pula dgn budak tobobon. sekali time diam sudah saya perasaan ok ada org tgk saya. saya bair seja. then time berdiri sudah siap2 mau ambl tmpt di track Manda dtg tegur saya "kenal saya?" "Tidak" Hahahah sekali kena cakap "Qila kirim salam" ok Qilaaaaaaaaa -.- time2 tu juga, sudah saya nervous kena lg kasih malu hanya mampu tersenyum! :P

Coach Speedy! My awesome coach!  :D untung ok Stella dapat dia, coach Sabah ba ni. k saya sayang dia! biarla dia jahat mana pun tapi dia yang kasih turun ilmu sama saya sampai saya jadi gini. Thankyou Coach! :') #QilaDiBelakangCoach Hahahaha

Our Teamates in 2012. #BykMukaBaruJuga


Cikgu Jane and Coach Gody.
MSSD Kejohanan Olahraga 2013
I think MSSD this year is the great memory that I ever had. Eventough This year coach gave us a lot of pressure, but still we enjoyed. MSSD this year lain sikit, tukar selera org bilang, MSSD this year kena buat di Stadium UMS. Saya rasa siok lg kena buat di sana daripada di likas -.- hahahah tapi ok la juga. This year senior sudah kan saya then coach pun mau terbaik kunu. Paling sandi 2 months training fuhhhhhh -.- selalunya tidak sampai satu bulan pun kami training tulahhh kalah Hahahah memory paling sandi NANGIS. yeahhh kami nangis first time ok nngs time MSSD. Kami nngs sebab Coach Gody marah2 kami sebab kami mau Ariel yg lari utk 4x100m final tapi Ariel tdak boleh lari sudah, kena disqualified sudah dia sebab dia tdak kasih habis larian pagar dia. ba mcm mna juga dia jatuh baaaaa kesian saya tgk dia :( first2 nda nngs ni, sekali p tmpt captain keluar terus air mata nmpk dia nngs. ok sudah kami sekali Coach Abu lg smbg ceramah perghhhhhhh kalau ayat dia seja menusuk ba tmbh lg kami nngs :') tmbh lg saya skt hati coach kasih saya pelari pertama WTF bgs2 time semi-final saya pelari kedua tiba2 kena kasih pelari pertama. astaga saya betul2 x ready time tu tapi apa ble buat. Hasil usaha kami selama 2 bulan and kami penat 3 hari berturut2 di stadium tu, kami bawa pulang juga 4 gangsa and 1 silver. Medal paling byk kami bawa pulang sepanjang MSSD yg saya ikut :D and paling awesome saya masuk final Women's 100m. biarla x dpt apa2 medal yg penting pecah rekod dlm hidup saya masuk final Hahahah and Im having a great memories with Manda. Tidur sama dia, ketawa sama dia and everything! Rindu k time tu. Masih ingat lagi time Stella-Maktab bergabung, gegar UMS dgn kebisingan kami :D

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Our Teamates in 2013 <3


with bestie Sherlooo <3

Teamates!



with Britney. I miss her! Kenapa kau pindah?!  :(
Memories in MSSD Olahraga is the greatest memories I ever had. Thankyou teamates for this memories. Hope MSSD Olahraga 2014 will be more great. I love olahraga! I love running! I love you all! Running is my life! <3

Tuesday 3 September 2013

Father's Love Letter

teheeaaaa :D read this.

The words you are about to experience are True. They will change your Life if You let them for they come from the very heart of God. He loves you. And He is the Father you have been looking for all your life.

My Child,
you may not know Me, but I know everything about you. I know when you sit down and when you rise up. I am familiar with all your ways. Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. For you were made in my image. In Me you live and move and have your being. For you are my offspring. I knew you even before you were conceived. I chose you when I planned creation. You were not a mistake for all your days are written in my book. I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I knit you together in your mother's womb.And brought you forth on the day you were born. I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. I am not distant and angry, but am the copmlete expression of love. And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. For I am the perfect Father. Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Bacause I love you with an everlasting love. My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. And I rejoice over you with singing. I will never stop doing good to you. For you are my teasured possession. I desire to establish you with all My Heart and all My Soul. And I want to show you great and marvelous things. If you seek Me with all you heart, you will find Me. Delight in Me and I will give you the desires of you heart. For it is I who gave you those desires. I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. For I am you greatest encourager. I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. I am you Father and I love you even as I love my Son, Jesus. For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. He is the exact representation of My being. He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. And to tell that I am not counting your sins. Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you. I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. If you receive the gift of My Son Jesus, you receive Me. And nothing will ever separate you from My Love again. Come home I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. I have always been Father and will always be Father. My question is... Will you be my child? I am waiting for you.

                                                                                                                                       Love, Your Dad.
                                                                                                                                         Almighty God. 

Tuesday 27 August 2013

Choi MinHo



 teheeaaaaa :D saya addicted sama diaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! He's so cute goshhh! He is mine hahahahah Be jelly :P











Monday 5 August 2013

Missing you

teheaaaa :D Its August! July is end. and I haven't meet you. I still remember you said that every month we should meet, share story here and there, laugh and spend time together. hey sayang.. I miss you a lot. I miss you too much. I miss you everyday.
I miss the touch of your hand. I miss your hug. I miss you shoulder. I miss your tumb. I miss your eyes. The touch of your hand and your hug that make me feel comfortable. Your shoulder and tumb that I always bite while we're meet. Your eyes that tell me the truth.
I will never can explain how much I miss you.
I miss our conversation, fighting ang gaduh2 sayang. I miss playing all over the day with you, texting and calling with you everyday. I miss when you marah2 me, when you cerewet with me, when you pujuk me. I miss when you says 'b, kau manja' 'b, kau comel' 'b, kau degil. Nda pandai dgr ckp' 'b, kau mintapuji, buangtebiat, bikin panas' 'b , kau lidut'. I miss wanna oncall with you until midnight and oncall early in the morning. I miss your morning and night text. I miss when you take care of me when I am sick, when you force me to makan ubat. I miss every fucking day you tell me how much you love me, every fuckin day you says 'b Saya cinta kau' 'b, saya terlampau sayang kau' 'b saya rindu kau'. I miss when you bought some chocolate for me. I miss everything sayangggggggg :'(
Today? Today is our monthsary. How I wish I can still wish you. 05 August 2012 the day I received a first wish monthsary from you "Happy 4th Montshsary B".
you know what? sometimes I wish God will take away this feeling from me. I can't stand and I can't hold for this anymore. Can you imagine how's your feeling when you are here, feel my sickness everyday? Im geeting fade up with you but I don't know why I love you too much. I don't know how long I will take a time to forget about you. 2 month passed but I am still here haunted by the memores. Lord, help me.

Monday 15 July 2013

Confirmation

teheaaaaa :D I was confirmed on 14 July 2013. I freekin much happy :D Lord, thankyou fo your sacrament. Confirmed as Lea Catherine. Gonna miss this moments ~


With My GodMother

GodMother , GrandMa and Siblings

the tree of us

beautiful me hahahah
Cousin and My Twin

Guy





I May Not Be Perfect But I'm Me